Be You Bravely

Last fall, shortly after Jonah's diagnosis, I joined a moms group called MOPS.  This nationwide organization's theme for fall was "Be You Bravely."  Because of what I was going through, I latched on to that empowering theme, and it became my mantra for a time.  I have never had to be so brave in my life as I was when I carried and delivered Jonah.

A few days ago, I was talking to a friend about a different moms club I joined which is closer to my home.  My friend said she was interested in that club, but was afraid to join all by herself.  She was surprised that I went to the group on my own and joined up without knowing anyone else.  I told her that after going through what I did with Jonah, it's nothing to go to the park by myself!

Sharing this blog with the world is my next step to being brave.  I love writing, and I have kept journals for much of my life; it's part of just "being me."  But to be me bravely, I have to take that to the next level.  I have to share our story with anyone who wants to read it.

There are so many things that I'm just not afraid of anymore.  I had to walk through my deepest fear as a parent-- losing my child.  Compared to that, things that were once scary to me are so trivial now.  Not because I have any strength on my own, but because God has been with me each step of the way.  He gave me the strength I needed to face my worst fear.  If I can get through the death of my child, with God by my side, I know that He will see me through anything this life will throw at me.

Through my relationship with Christ Jesus, I have everything I need to "Be Me Bravely."

Fear not, for I am with you.  Do not be dismayed, for I am your God.  I will strengthen you, I will help you.  I will uphold you with my victorious right hand.  (Isaiah 41:10, NLT)